thursdays are fridays \^o^/

hiiiiiiii

i wore such a cuteeee outfit on wedenesday and i forgot to take a photo of it

today was so fun

i rlly wanna be friends with this guy hes really cool and im getting one step closer each day hehe

i also did pull ups in front the whole cafeteria and everyone suddenly wanted to do it guess im a trendsetter

it was for that thing were military people get kids to do pull ups or wtv 

i couldnt do one obviously

i also was skipping around third period

i love skipping classes

we had a sub so i went to the library but then i went to amiras class

only bad thing is i have to lie a lot

im sorry teach

and lunch was also super fun

and in dance we had to do costume fittings and it was a rlly good

thursdays always just feel like fridays

tomorrow im hanging out with the gc besides cameron (we'll get into that tmrw)

me and dola were singing and she said she liked my voice hehe

i love when ppl compliment my singing

but yeah today was great

i hope you guys are doing well

stay safe have a good day/night i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

9.4.26

hey guys

ive been really loving that black skirt you guys saw last time its so comfy

they also like to have the ac on blast on all my classes so its convenient for when it gets cold

i actually brought a sweater for once

i really like wearing the long skirt like i said last time it feels so me

also i like not having to shave my legs

i also made a moodboard for idk

i like to call it how my soul feels

im getting my sewing machine tomorrow and my mom and my grandma are going to hobby lobby to buy materials 

ive been having a very good time with my grandparents here

its very comforting i think

my dad is gonna take me to this art market(?) idk what its called in english but those little events where they set up stalls and sell stuff

i wanna see if they have any vases or paintings

or jewelery but idk if thatd count as art

also confronted my bf yesterday (like 7 months late but is okay)

i sent him voice msg and idk if he even understood me cus at i made a joke at the end saying hes gotten into the habit of not reading my msgs (and i very clearly sounded like i was joking and being funny) and it was all he rlly responded to

nothing abt how i was right

thats why i really want us to argue bc ik i'd obviously win cus im in the right

which is why i cant be too mean or else he might think he has an upper hand

i gotta remain neutral 

ik i sound like a master manipulator but i swear it'll just make me and him even

but yeonjun in his new interview w/ buzzfeed where he tries a bunch of american food is so cute

yeonjun is so cute i cant ygs 

i love him speaking english i find his voice so soothing

love this guy

did i make a little pixel emoji of him just for this? yes yes i did

my head really hurts and ik its cus i slept late yesterday and woke up early to go to school

but i hope you guys have been doing well

thank you so much reading have a good day/night stay safe! love uuuuuuuuuu

 

wth is going on in shibuya

 hi guys

double update crazy ik

if i havent made it obvious i love web graphics

and i like to go hunting for them

when i say that it sounds kinda weird but its just me stalking ameblo blogs for stuff

i would love to give a tutorial but you kind of just find an acc with stuff you like, see who they follow, stalk them, see who they follow and on and on

and since some of these are just regular blogs that happen to use a bunch of decomail (mine for example)

they post abt their daily lives and holy shit some of these people are going through it

so i wanted to spill abt this

today i was on this girl's blog and she was talking about how she missed her ex and how she'd been sleeping around (which she said was hurting her emotionally and physically) but she couldn't get over him

and on another post she was saying how she met up with them and they slept together then she went home and called ANOTHER one of her exes??

i was already feeling bad for her cus there was already a clear lack of self respect BUT THIS GIRL WAS IN JUNIOR HIGH.

i searched it up and in japan, junior high students are between 12-15.

TWELVE TO FIFTEEN???

that just made me so sad cus wtf do you mean :(

i dont remember exactly but there were many other posts centered around her messing around with multiple guys

i hope that girl is doing well now and finally able to be truly happy without all this male centering bullshit

if there happens to be any young people in the audience if theres one advice you guys have to take is dont sleep around as a minor

its not that i support purity culture but i obviously hate when kids are conditioned to do grown up shit when they are too young

i wonder the horrible things this girl must've been exposed to if she thought this was just a normal thing for her age

just stay safe guys i beg

but today i also found a blog with so much rare souzai and decomail

i was sosososos excited

look how cute ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

i posted them all on the other blog ^^

but that was all i found today

thanks for reading have a good day/night STAY SAFE i love youuuuu