hai im back ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

 

haiii sorry ive been gone ive missed you guys!

i havent been sitting at my desk lately so i havent posted 

im trying a new layout thing to see if i like it

like the way im writing in shorter paragraphs like this

im also gonna make a new header and button!

but yeah i havent been doing much ☆⌒(*＾-゜)v

i always say that yet this post is 100,000 words long

i was sick and miserable for the past week so it had been rough

but im better now and im going to barnes and nobles tomorrow with my friends

i also went on vacation this week and we traveled to this historic city. we walked a bunch and i went to so many anime stores bc the shopping area had so many for some reason

i hate that they dont sell fruits basket or nana merch anywhere

we also went to this modern bakery and i call it modern cus it had cronuts and fusion stuff like that and it was rlly good my dad really liked it 

i got these my melo pens which i love sm and calico critters!!!!

we stopped by barnes and nobles on the drive home and it was rlly fun i forgot how fun that place was

crazy thing happened today actually i almost fainted in the shower

im not saying that as a hyperbole i searched it up and i deadass was gonna faint but i was able to undo(?) it (bring the blood flow back to my head i guess) all by myself which now looking back i probably shouldve called for help but is fine

yeonjun's album also released! i bought one of them and its supposedly is coming tmmrw

i like how many of the songs have sex inneundos haha

my favs are baby wassup and no more disco

beomjun is so back cus why did yj call beomgyu a 'pretty thing'.. not your type my ass go get your wife

thats all for now but i'll probably be back tomorrow

thank you so much for reading!!! goodnight/day and stay safe!

Nana Review!

Hi guys ik its been a while but i did manage to watch Nana! lots of tears were shed （＞人＜；）

honestly this was PEAAAKKKKKK i liked it a lot but holy shit was this painful

i'd give this a 9/10 cus im salty they didnt end up together

this isnt rlly a spoiler cus since the beginning takumi's been a bitch but yeah takumi is horrible and he needs to GOOOOOOOOOO

cus none of the bad shit wouldve happen if nana and hachi js cracked after shoji cheated on hachi

dont even get me started on shin and reira cus that shit was WEIRDDDDDDD shin ily but you cant be doing this man

i cried quite a bit especially cus of the 'hey nana..' YO STFUUUu enough hachi you're killing me here

i also cried a bunch cus for a minute i thought nana died (she doesnt) and i got rlly scared

but this does kinda remind me of my doomed yuri experience which was why it was so moving for me

also nana telling nobu 'i was just using you to get hachi back in my backyard' was so-  wait nana i wanna be in your backyard too..

i did really enjoy watching it though it did squeeze my heart a bunch and i am currently watching the live action movies

thank you so much for reading!!!!

hiiiiiiiiiiii! i hope you all have been well

today was a really fun day!!

i got my hair dyed!  i got some blonde peekaboo highlights im trying to get a picture but you can rlly see them on camera but i like them a lot!! honestly i wish she did more

i also went to go see this play that my friends were in! it was 'the little shop of horrors' and it was good! i also was so happy cus i got see one my friends that moved and i havent seen him in SOO long i missed him sm

i might even do theatre with them bc theyre doing high school musical 2 next spring and HOW CAN I NOTTTTTTTTTTT 

i also have been contemplating watching nana but i think that show will kill me everyone loves doomed yuri until it happens to you （＞人＜；） lore drop but ive experienced it and its not cute which is why i think if i watch nana ill relive my trauma

also a lot of bullshit is happening in the world and i think a societal collapse is coming but this isnt that type of blog so my best advice is do as much as you can while were still here im trying to get away from my computer often and do stuff, hang out with friends and family etc so please try living as much as you can while we still have the chance

we had to write sonnets for lit and my teacher said she really liked mine but i did the iambic pentameter wrong but she said to submit it for the school's literary magazine! ive never been to confident about my poems despite me writing quite a few so im glad she didnt think it was stupid

also happy early mothers day!! were having a barbecue tomorrow and i have to prepare my stomach cus im going to eat SO much meat

i had some terrible vertigo last night but i coudlnt get my mom cus i was too dizzy to move so i just had to lay there in pain then i had a nightmare??? like ok give me a break i hoope i dont have it again tonight but im already feeling dizzy and heavy

ive also been listening to confident by justin bieber and in the version that chance the rapper features on genuninely confuses me like wtf is this guy talking about? read it and you'll see what im talking about hes just saying bullshit on the mic

thanks for reading i love you guys sosososo much stay safe!